I feel like I’ve been extremely hard on myself lately. Well not even lately more like a few years, and it’s taken me a long time to understand this!

Find your people

Find those people who are their for you in good times and BAD!

I ask myself almost everyday if I did something wrong, or am doing something wrong. I feel like I’ve been alone for most of my life even though I’m surrounded by people all the time.

What happened to the “community”. People used to help each other out and support each other and now everyone’s in it for themselves and don’t care who they hurt along the way.

I mean I get it to an extent you have to be selfish sometimes with your life and yourself/family. But where did the good honest people go? The ones who’s word means something! The ones who shake hands and keeps that promise (to the best of their ability as shit does happen). The ones who check up on you when you’ve become quiet or distant!

For every single horrible moment in my life I struggled pretty much 100% alone. Even a lot of the happy ones someone comes along and tries to ruin it.

Don’t get my wrong I’m not perfect and not always a good friend either but I try to the best of my ability to check on people and be their for them when I know they struggle. But it’s amazing when I stop being the person to message or talk first how many people just vanish like I didn’t matter.

I have a handful of people who have been a steady part of my life have been their for most of the ups and downs, and mostly understand where I’m coming from

So find your people because this life is too short to be or feel alone all the time.